Last letter i sent.

Never meant to be this way,guess imma have to go far away…
Hey but don’t be scared,you know at the end i’ll always save the day…
Babe,listen me don’t cry,see daddy have to go again…
Cause he got job to march at the mountains,his eyes rain…
But you know daddy’s doin this just all for you…
Cause he likes to see you smile,yeah you know he loves you…
And at this moment this will be the last letter i sent…
But don’t worry you got mommy she’ll stand when i can’t…

I will hold your hand and don’t worry we’ll stand…
Together till the end,To the last letter i sent…(×2)

I hope i didn’t hurt you,but see baby girl i have to protect you…
I know i’m not there beside you,but i’ll save you,i’ll die too…
You remember last Christmas when daddy wasn’t able to come home…
Cause he’s gotta work,He was there all alone…
Looking at your and mommy’s photo and thinking about how you both will be fine…
Sleeping good dreams everynight,and thats why daddy fights cause he’s got no time…
Yeah he’s been working on poetry but you know daddy’s not much good at rhymes…
But he’s happy that you feel safe at nights,don’t worry about me baby,i’m fine…

-Anuj singh thakur

Hoping,your smiles.

Hoping every time your eyes won’t rain ever…
And i’m promising i’ll keep hoping forever…(×2)

Yeah i always pray to my GOD for your smiles…
Everyday i keep missing those old times…
And i feel like i’m to crazy to think about this…
But i’m hoping that oneday we’re gonna make it…
I don’t know why it just makes me happy…
But i’ll wanna make you smile so badly…
And when the moon comes at the nights…
I’ll make sure that everythings alright…
You and i’ll be safe as no love was ever lost…
Hoping to see you but you’re smiling in my thoughts…☺

This happens everyday

Today i just felt i’ve just lost my mind…
Its eqaul to the time but don’t wanna rewind…
Hate to say this but i lose some shit every night…
Not talking about her but you know i’m okay alright…
A drownlig life said to me,”i ain’t really alive…
That was fucking ridiculous cause it was same like mine…
And every chapter is our lesson of life…
Some maybe hurting but does it matter,decide…
My heart is also broken but doesn’t feel it inside…
Had been tired but anyways put that aside…
They don’t care like i’m alive or died…
I don’t give a fuck i don’t have anything to hide…